B had an impoverished family. His father was an alcoholic, and his mother was a housewife. The illegitimate child inherits 80% of his father’s inheritance, leaving his mother and him extremely poor. His mother then handled him as a guarantor of her presence in an entertainment club. One day at the age of 14, his mother disappeared, he got punched, and had his leg broken. He couldn’t afford to go to a hospital and was crippled since then. He decided to kill himself because of the unbearable starvation. “First cut.” The stab of the metal piece cuts deeply into his wrist. He was unseeable without losing his sight... He drew out the piece, blood gushed out, yet the amount was not enough for death. A few seconds later, he cried silently, not letting the other homelesses notice his act. “Second cut.” He gripped the piece tightly again and stabbed. Lying on the expanding pool of blood.

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Using a witch tool, I retrieved his memory and his appearance via psychic connection.

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I actually become some of him as I feel his memory affects my mental state and my decisions onwards.

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I cut my finger and dot my corner of mouth.

I am able to smile, to smile...

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